8 November 2010 hb has started back to work again!
The passed one year has been a challenging one. After trying property for almost 2 years, we finally know it is not that suitable for him! It is not suitable too for our family with 2 young kids.
As our expenses account going downward we have an emergency meeting as it has gone so low that we have to top up for the month of Nov! We prayed, we have decided for the best of our family eternal life. We even get our kids to pray for us.
His interview was on a Tues, 3 Nov.
On Wed, he got an offer.
On Thur, he went down to sign the contract.
On Fri, it was a public holiday.
On Mon, he started work! All within a week!
I have to say it must be a miracle. But most importantly the person who have gotten the job must be grateful. Will he?
It must be difficult to adjust to a routine work with fix hour, fix way of doing thing, listen to new bosses and suddenly need to work on alternately Sat!
God may this humble experience help us to trust in God fully. Let us humble ourselves and lower our pride and self righteousness. Amen.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Life is useless is like a wing
Life is useless. Life is suffering. Life without love is nothing. Is like a wing just going on day by day and do not know where you are going.
When thing cannot be changed, bad habits seems difficult to change. No changes in life. Then what is life? Just a eat, sleep, live and count your days.
Life is worst when you have to be nice to everyone that come your way and you cannot be not nice or you are a sinner!
Life is difficult, live a life of a nice person is difficult but living a life of a sinner also difficult, and we are all sinner but we do not know or realise what sin we have done till you realise or someone tells you.
How horrible I am! How lousy you can be. How much good you could do but didn't do due to our weakness... When can we change when can we be better when can we feel real joy, love... we are just chasing wing...
When thing cannot be changed, bad habits seems difficult to change. No changes in life. Then what is life? Just a eat, sleep, live and count your days.
Life is worst when you have to be nice to everyone that come your way and you cannot be not nice or you are a sinner!
Life is difficult, live a life of a nice person is difficult but living a life of a sinner also difficult, and we are all sinner but we do not know or realise what sin we have done till you realise or someone tells you.
How horrible I am! How lousy you can be. How much good you could do but didn't do due to our weakness... When can we change when can we be better when can we feel real joy, love... we are just chasing wing...
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Choose to face my fear
Working a challenging choice I have made.
Sometime I realise some part of my brain refuse to open up and learn, it is shut down! No matter how many times I come across, hear it, I just tell my brain wow so difficult I want to ran away, but I realise I will come back to the same challenge again!
The worse is the person who is teaching you get frustrated with you! Sometime I can feel the man, my hb also get frustrated with things I do not know, I guess is the man thing, they expect certain things woman should know but we as a housewife refuse to learn and keep asking. Maybe I get too dependent on him! (eg computer stuff...)
Until I choose to face it, face the 'Tiger' inside you and put in extra effort over come it, to learn it, get use to it, and it is then inside your brain!
Just wonder if I didn't work will I always be the less brain person I used to be, choose to be and living a not so bothered attitude about life for the rest of my life?
Changes are really good and the fear to face this changes can be scary and stressful.
Got this from a friend I think is really good:
Just Do Your Best And God Will Do The Rest.
Sometime I realise some part of my brain refuse to open up and learn, it is shut down! No matter how many times I come across, hear it, I just tell my brain wow so difficult I want to ran away, but I realise I will come back to the same challenge again!
The worse is the person who is teaching you get frustrated with you! Sometime I can feel the man, my hb also get frustrated with things I do not know, I guess is the man thing, they expect certain things woman should know but we as a housewife refuse to learn and keep asking. Maybe I get too dependent on him! (eg computer stuff...)
Until I choose to face it, face the 'Tiger' inside you and put in extra effort over come it, to learn it, get use to it, and it is then inside your brain!
Just wonder if I didn't work will I always be the less brain person I used to be, choose to be and living a not so bothered attitude about life for the rest of my life?
Changes are really good and the fear to face this changes can be scary and stressful.
Got this from a friend I think is really good:
Just Do Your Best And God Will Do The Rest.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Going back to working life and freedom!
After being a Stay Home Mum for 7 and half years, I am finally going back to work!
I went for a few interviews but non were suitable, through a friend who we got connected through Facebook, invited me to join her husband at Walton International. He came over to my place to show me what does the company do and how it works to help people double their value (wealth) in 4-6 years time! I was so impressed by the company that I hope I could immediately put my money in and let it grow and double! I thought isn't it a good job to help other people to grow their funds too!!!
So I went for their 3 full days training at their office at Republic Plaza just above Raffles Place MRT.
Finally on 09-09-2009, I joined the company! I still remember my first day of work. It felt so funny and looking at the telephone and feeling a bit apprehensive to how to share with others! Didn't know it actually takes a lot of courage to pick up the receiver itself! I did a few times before I could dial my 1st phone no.
My 1st call to an old friend (Tim) was full of questions which I was lost of how to answer them. But I told myself I have to be humble and learn or I will never make it, I have to have patient with myself, as I may need longer time to learn then others since I have not been working for so long and I will eventually get there if I don't give up.
On the second day of work I started to call more old friends, I have this sudden feeling of freedom that I had not felt for a long time. To be able to call friends and chat with them and even make appointment and meet up with them! Don't have to worry about the kids if I am on the phone for too long etc... I have not done it for a long time just talking to old friends on the phone.
Next few working days were more challenging, as I talked to more friends the rejection from friends were making me feeling very uncomfortable. You may have the best product of the world, you may have the best intention of helping others to grow their money, but if they don't believe in it, it means nothing!
My 1st appointment was with my best friend from Secondary School, she was so supportive and totally believe the product but doesn't have the mean to invest. It give me some confident but subsequent appointments and calls were too much to bear. I still remember this old friend who was so rude in the way she cut me off, that I couldn't make any call after that and went home feeling very sad, I have to hold my tear till I am home. What an emotional person I am!
Now I learn to tell myself the rejections are directed at the product not me, but the fear of calling friends are just too painful to bear. I started calling cold listing instead.
This is a learning journal for me. A re-discovery of myself. My strength and my weakness.
I feel everyone should at least try doing sale job, learn the ability to overcome difficult situation, learn to have positive thinking, learn to face our own weaknesses, learn from successful people around you and the encouragement from the team (colleagues) are very encouraging.
Will I make it or should I give up, I should choose to leave it to God and hold on to the believe the He will provide and know what is best for me. The most challenging part for now is to balance the working hours and time spend with my two lovely boys. Patience will bring great fruit. Amen.
I went for a few interviews but non were suitable, through a friend who we got connected through Facebook, invited me to join her husband at Walton International. He came over to my place to show me what does the company do and how it works to help people double their value (wealth) in 4-6 years time! I was so impressed by the company that I hope I could immediately put my money in and let it grow and double! I thought isn't it a good job to help other people to grow their funds too!!!
So I went for their 3 full days training at their office at Republic Plaza just above Raffles Place MRT.
Finally on 09-09-2009, I joined the company! I still remember my first day of work. It felt so funny and looking at the telephone and feeling a bit apprehensive to how to share with others! Didn't know it actually takes a lot of courage to pick up the receiver itself! I did a few times before I could dial my 1st phone no.
My 1st call to an old friend (Tim) was full of questions which I was lost of how to answer them. But I told myself I have to be humble and learn or I will never make it, I have to have patient with myself, as I may need longer time to learn then others since I have not been working for so long and I will eventually get there if I don't give up.
On the second day of work I started to call more old friends, I have this sudden feeling of freedom that I had not felt for a long time. To be able to call friends and chat with them and even make appointment and meet up with them! Don't have to worry about the kids if I am on the phone for too long etc... I have not done it for a long time just talking to old friends on the phone.
Next few working days were more challenging, as I talked to more friends the rejection from friends were making me feeling very uncomfortable. You may have the best product of the world, you may have the best intention of helping others to grow their money, but if they don't believe in it, it means nothing!
My 1st appointment was with my best friend from Secondary School, she was so supportive and totally believe the product but doesn't have the mean to invest. It give me some confident but subsequent appointments and calls were too much to bear. I still remember this old friend who was so rude in the way she cut me off, that I couldn't make any call after that and went home feeling very sad, I have to hold my tear till I am home. What an emotional person I am!
Now I learn to tell myself the rejections are directed at the product not me, but the fear of calling friends are just too painful to bear. I started calling cold listing instead.
This is a learning journal for me. A re-discovery of myself. My strength and my weakness.
I feel everyone should at least try doing sale job, learn the ability to overcome difficult situation, learn to have positive thinking, learn to face our own weaknesses, learn from successful people around you and the encouragement from the team (colleagues) are very encouraging.
Will I make it or should I give up, I should choose to leave it to God and hold on to the believe the He will provide and know what is best for me. The most challenging part for now is to balance the working hours and time spend with my two lovely boys. Patience will bring great fruit. Amen.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Mother Teresa on Love
“A joyful heart is the normal result of a heart burning with love.”
“We must know that we have been created for greater things, not just to be a number in the world, not just to go for diplomas and degrees, this work and that work. We have been created in order to love and to be loved.”
“Each time anyone comes into contact with us, they must become different and better people because of having met us. We must radiate God’s love.”
“Intense love does not measure. . . it just gives.”
“To be true, love has to hurt . . . Jesus said, ‘Love one another as I have loved you.’ He loved until it hurt.”
“We must know that we have been created for greater things, not just to be a number in the world, not just to go for diplomas and degrees, this work and that work. We have been created in order to love and to be loved.”
“Each time anyone comes into contact with us, they must become different and better people because of having met us. We must radiate God’s love.”
“Intense love does not measure. . . it just gives.”
“To be true, love has to hurt . . . Jesus said, ‘Love one another as I have loved you.’ He loved until it hurt.”
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Anton Pierre Long Nursing Jornal
Anton was a difficult baby to look after as he is very colicky so called, he always wakes at night and cried. Sometime we wonder what went wrong? Could it be some... We brought colic medicines and use Holy Water too!
When Anton was 3 years old he still nursed many times at night, around 4 to 5 times!!
I have never sleep through more then 3-4 hours a night! I have no choice but to train him to just drink water instead or nursing, but he still woke a few times a night!! Look like it is just his pattern. As my mother told me the four of us woke a lots too at night when we were young. She never get to sleep much too when we were young and never get to nap cause she got to do housework since she was staying with her in law! So this is motherhood for her and for me.
When he turns 4 years old (Nov 2009) the waking has reduced to around 2 to 3 times and nursing about 1 to 2 times only at night.
Finally, around March 2010 he has started to sleep through the night more often and nursing only 1 time, even though there aren't much milk left he still insist to latch on! He will get angry if he couldn't see me in the morning and remind me not to go to his brother's school for volunteer work but to be home for him.
It is sad to not able to provide the milk, the white blood cell, the protection/antibody but this breastfeeding journey was not an easy one. I almost give up many times and long time ago. The feeling of breastfeeding this time round was always feeling uncomfortable, extremely tiring and stressful. Maybe I was not positive, I suspect some hormone maybe missing, you know during breastfeeding you produce a 'love/relaxing' hormone, but this time round I was not feeling that happy.
Maybe he is just one difficult child (some said difficult mean smart ha ha) to handle. But for the love of him and his health, I did my very best. I feel sorry for the nights that I just loose it on him and wanted to give up, hope this negative feeling will not affect him, please forgive me, my weaknesses.
When Anton was 3 years old he still nursed many times at night, around 4 to 5 times!!
I have never sleep through more then 3-4 hours a night! I have no choice but to train him to just drink water instead or nursing, but he still woke a few times a night!! Look like it is just his pattern. As my mother told me the four of us woke a lots too at night when we were young. She never get to sleep much too when we were young and never get to nap cause she got to do housework since she was staying with her in law! So this is motherhood for her and for me.
When he turns 4 years old (Nov 2009) the waking has reduced to around 2 to 3 times and nursing about 1 to 2 times only at night.
Finally, around March 2010 he has started to sleep through the night more often and nursing only 1 time, even though there aren't much milk left he still insist to latch on! He will get angry if he couldn't see me in the morning and remind me not to go to his brother's school for volunteer work but to be home for him.
It is sad to not able to provide the milk, the white blood cell, the protection/antibody but this breastfeeding journey was not an easy one. I almost give up many times and long time ago. The feeling of breastfeeding this time round was always feeling uncomfortable, extremely tiring and stressful. Maybe I was not positive, I suspect some hormone maybe missing, you know during breastfeeding you produce a 'love/relaxing' hormone, but this time round I was not feeling that happy.
Maybe he is just one difficult child (some said difficult mean smart ha ha) to handle. But for the love of him and his health, I did my very best. I feel sorry for the nights that I just loose it on him and wanted to give up, hope this negative feeling will not affect him, please forgive me, my weaknesses.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
My 1st Website
When Paul was studying at Flagstaff, Arizona I did a website (with his help as he was doing E-commence). I am surprise that I can still view it! It was completed on April 18 2001. I really miss the place, the snow, the international friends, fun and joy.
When I was there I also took 1 unit with him, but I didn't get a certificate as I didn't pay any Course fee, but at least I have experience the life in the Uni. Life was and is still very interesting.
http://annabella.8m.com
When I was there I also took 1 unit with him, but I didn't get a certificate as I didn't pay any Course fee, but at least I have experience the life in the Uni. Life was and is still very interesting.
http://annabella.8m.com
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